Dear God...

Dear God,

Today, I learned something worries me. With this I  pray that you help my friend to put aside the things that are breaking his heart.

Likewise, I entrust to you all who are dear to me who is with him, to Your never failing care and love. Please give them strength in their struggles and wisdom to understand their pains.

Amen

Wish...

I do not have a choice but to really get used to it. Can't ask, can't even request. I just have to hang on, be patient and understanding... it won't take long.

But somehow I wish you would be fair and sensitive. Why treat me so differently from the others? I wish you know that your actions gives me pain.

Bubble Thoughts

So many big and small bubble thoughts.

I am hurting by the fact that I am being set aside. Is it intentionally? I wish I know the answer.

For real?

The best feeling in the world is knowing you actually mean something to your friend... not just a passing feeling but a genuine one.

Why am I bothered by this? Because I am smart and I know the answer.

Birthday Blues

I cannot help. It has always been like this. I guess getting another year older makes me a little sensitive.

Sigh... sometimes it is nice knowing someone really cares about you. I wish that I am not just a somebody.  I want genuine love and concern.  ㅜ_ㅜ

My birthday was 9 days past still have this thought that I wish I celebrated it with someone who would make it more special. But then again, I the day just came and go as nothing.

This me. . .

Random thoughts.

I lead a rather private life. I dont feel the need to talk since I would rather show how I feel. I become easily attached to those I love. I have the ability to tell when people try to fool or manipulate me. I get jealous more often I like to admit it. Lastly, if you want my attention you must connect with me emotionally.